I am one dark art

​I am
one dark art
shining in the bright day light.
Do not expect that 
the unbearable light 
could comprehend the hellish pleasure 
in the existence of my
miserable being.

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Lost Innocence

​Bluest sky 
bright
not like the other days –
painted by an unknown hand
here and there 
white cotton clouds.
Dimmed with tears –
his big brown eyes
saddened, 
shed tears.
He looked above, 
sought for heaven –
called upon all the names of heavens.
The innocence 
enveloped in colorful wrapping papers
tightened by white ribbons
now broke open.
He cried upon his long lost
innocence.
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Eternal Darkness

​An eternal darkness
         from where
     I was awakened.
An eternal darkness
          awaits me
where I will be perished.
In between this miserable –
        unbearable 
                  lightness
and all the nothingness
             and my eyes hurt.
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Why you chose me? 

​Look at me
you will see
a lonely one
in a solitary confinement
living with my
own death of dreams.
No expectation from life.
Lost. 
My road seems end here.
No fate.
Heart shattered into pieces.
Left alone
in the middle of the desert.
Why?
Why this isolation? 
I know you’re asleep
when my name appeared.
Oh how cruel you are? 
Though I thank you
to write a life
worthless.
Tell me – why? 
Why you chose the ink of grief? 
Time is running out– 
slipping out of my fingers
like sand.
I hear
the sound of construction
of my new home.
It is waiting for me to take in.
Before these eyes see no more
and ears fails to listen, 
Come
show me your cruel face. 
Let me hear the reasons. 
Speak out loud.
Why you chose me? 
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In silence 

​In silence I have listened to the music of crickets, 
stars whispering from behind the tiptoeing curtains 
of clouds, the silver lining moon beams were more 
familiar to me than human faces I am surrounded by –
and my heart beats with the pulse of mother nature. 
Beneath the swarming of stars at night I have learned 
how beautiful the solitude of a man can be and I have 
known – the language of the universe in loneliness – 
in my solitary confinement…
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