Gest for my love

O’ my Goddess,
in your hair-
cryptocrystalline blackishness
pierce deeply the sunshine,
when sway –
light withers
and night invades the day.
On your lips –
twilight deepens to scarlet
like vermilion-
forming in crimson red,
crowns softly your twinkling smile,
when your celestial beauty
lilt an ethereal whisper –
sighs only I hear.
And those eyes –
penetrate my being with such affection,
inebriate gasp in my breath –
your love,
your touch,
your gentle confluence.

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Towards my own shadow today I speak- 
No one to listen but to you I reveal my saddened heart
                          which once have exulted in rapture.

There were no hours that we may call them together spent
Hear me oh my sole companion, be still and numb
Remember two shadows walked along with each other
                                        – As forever they meant.

And whilst our fledgling love was about to grow
A shadow upon our shadows did hover– so cursed
Blacken’d the sky – devouring all senses – and time
                  – So far a decadence of ultimate sorrow.

Glowing sun deemed like an eclipse occurred upon the planet
and you lost your grace in grievance under such turmoil. 
The arousal of all my agonies and the distress upon
                      – The disappearance of my beloved.

Towards the end of days, obscene gathering of worsened thoughts-
Scandalous notion of my unassailable fragmental desires
And under the invading and dwindling crimson light
               I speak to you my shadow in silence so ominous.

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Journey towards you . . .

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Implacable desires invading my nervous system,
My confused paces are escorted by constellations above,
through my day-night journey towards unknown a destination,
-Incognito. Pursuing my heart I endeavored to a perilous expedition.
For what? -whom I pursue? A shadow of enigma. A disguise;
A face concealed. I may not return or may I relapse forever,-
In a solitary confinement somewhere in a dungeon of a forgotten kingdom.
But the resistance of my awakened part turns into failure and
a spectacular flame-out of my knocked down reactance I experience- handicapped.
My morbid enthrallment of enjoying her countenance whilst-
Confronting my abrupt theatrical presence; the complexion-
over her face forbid me not to halt my paces, I quicker my journey overseas . . .

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….an incomplete poem of a heart ache

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He demurred and in wild impulse tried to pull himself all together,
but being shattered; and left in fragments solely to grieve upon thoughts of her.
A swarthy complexion aroused on his face; an incisive direction he starts wading,
seeking for the edge where the path led; why angels became so deceiving?
Daylight began to cursing him and he ran into a darkened den,
and moon light turned into a cold, shining knife slicing his very skin.
O her face, her murmuring voice, her songs poisoning the eyes and the ear,
all her touches crawling beneath the skin, through blood into his heart further.

The very thoughts of her lured him to his certain demise . . .

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. . . in my dream

Closing doors of these mortal eyes
Opened an enveloped past shattered inside
Arise of some immortal memories
Your face- your eyes- your smile
And everything that exists- stepped aside.
Centuries of awaiting; exhausting
And tiresome moments so annoying
Left in a moment seeing the favor of west wind
Carrying scent of your soft rosy skin,
Tempted my desires falling in love
Eventually I (fell) fell losing my being.
It’s when all started to change
Summer and winter and spring
Then lots of spring passed like in a glimpse
What if this is all happening only in my dreams . . .

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……….dreaming for you my love

Closing my eyes
I see a world adorned
by hope, love and those
unexpected pleasures so heavenly.
Closing my eyes
I see you my sweet beloved,
walking beside you
holding your hand
touching a ground somewhere
I never have been before.
Closing my eyes
I kissed those lips
so luscious and such taste
never I tasted before.
Closing my eyes
I have looked into
the unfathomable depth
like sea of your eyes
and such naked gaze
piercing my heart so intensely.
Closing my eyes
I passed a life of centuries
frivolously in your love.
Closing my eyes
Felt you lying beside me
Your warm embrace
Hands around my neck
and our warm breathe
entering each other profusely.

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